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Fedaykin: A Remembrance

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Members of TeamWarfare. I would come to you today to remember one of our colleagues, Fedaykin, he was an admired Admin and member of our community, his dedication was enormous. Even facing death he found time to laugh and dedicate life and energy to both TeamWarfare and the game he loved, Americas Army.

Originally posted by: Fedaykin

It’s fixed now. If i wouldn’t be dieing, id say you're a lifesaver hehe


He always kept his friends at TWL updated with his treatments and always took it in his stride. The community as a whole responded in shock and tried their best to comfort each other in this tough time. People responded in many ways but here is a prayer we found, that sums up many of the communities feelings:

Originally posted by: LaTINKiNG

May God Bless you and keep you,
May God light his mien* for you and be gracious to you,
May God lift his mien to you and give you peace.


*mien - definition: air or bearing especially as expressive of attitude or personality

This is a big loss for his family but all are affected by a death such as this, and lets not forget his clan mates [if.Faw]. Our thoughts are with their members as well as with Fed's family at this time of sorry. Their strong connection to him has hit many hard. Our thoughts are with you.

He was a close friend to many in the community and we will all miss him. Am sure he’s looking down upon this right now and wondering what all the fuss is about. That was his nature.

Originally posted by: TheRedneck

I remember in my early days of competing at TWL... Fed was a nice admin around the AA area. During the beginning of my competitions, he got sick, and it started progressing. I wish that I could have gotten to know him better. He always was a good admin to talk to, and seemed like a cool guy allaround.


Fedaykin loved Canada. He went on a 7000 mile journey through the beautiful country visiting many of its natural wonders. It must have been the fresh air or the love of independence that drove him and his friend to take up such a challenge.

As our thoughts turn to his family, and especially his father, we realized how much TWL meant to Fed because on the day of Fed's passing his father spared time, in his grief, to write a few words informing the TWL community of his and our loss.

Originally posted by: Feds Father

Dear guy's, I couldn't believe my eyes when I came to this forum.Thank you for the way you are trying to keep the memory of my son alive. May God bless you and may this league last forever.

Martijn's (Fedaykin) father

We in the TWL/AA community want TeamWarfare at large to know that this loss has inspired us to insure Fed would never be forgotten. So TWL has decided to rename the Euro 6v6 Invite Leagues to the Euro 6v6 Fedaykin Memorial Invitational League. The legacy of a great TWL Admin and all he stood for will live on.

His funeral was an occasion to reflect on his life, and was attended by TomB, who took some pictures to immortalize the day forever in our memories, we thought they may also help us and the community to cope with the loss of Fed an Admin, a colleague and a friend.


Fed the man who made us laugh.

Originally posted by: Steph

Fed (Martijn) was my teammate for the past 3/4 years. He was a great guy. We have a saying in France:"The Best always leave first" he was 1 of them, smart, honest, fun to be with, he will be remembered.
I'm too sad now.



His first love.

Originally posted by: ..Talon.

I would be on late at night or really early morning when like no one was around and i couldn't sleep, we talked and joked and picked fun of each other, both steph and steph and xk was there for some of it. Once in awhile we would go pub on IC or pipe and just either get tked tk or just pub it up. Great guy was always there for support if you had any questions about anything...



His father.

Originally posted by: Cpbubba

I read his posts when he was sick and fighting to get better even then he managed to throw in a joke. He has nothing but my deepest respect as an Admin, a Player and most of all a very courageous human being.



His Final Resting Place.

Originally posted by: =M@ddog=

it is hard to pull out 1 special thing about Fed. He was always willing to help anyone, he was always around to make jokes, most of all, even after he was sick and knew there was not much hope; he kept on trying to do what he could. I am not sure if it was because it took his mind off of his situation or what, but it was brave of him to face it head on as he did. I am 40 now, but Fed was only 29, when i look back on my life from when i was 29 until now, it makes me sad to think of all he missed of his life.


We can only scratch the surface of the man and his life, but it is better to share out thoughts and remembrances with each other and maybe in some way help in the mourning process of one of our brothers.

Capt Hicks as already said he is creating a website as a memorial to Fed and his life. It hit everyone hard a loss of a great guy, Talon a US ladder admin put together a memorial for the community in a short movie dedicated to Fed, please take the time watch her thoughts and memory of respect for “Fed the Man.”

http://www.force-recon.org/private/Fedaykin.wmv

These memories and thoughts are part of the connection that Fed had with his other colleagues on every level, from formal to social he was always down to earth and always knew how to make people fell better. He dedicated a lot of time to TWL even in the late days of his illness, this was true dedication and we admire and appreciate all he has done.

So from Team Warfare, from the Americas Army community and from me

Rest in Peace Martijn “Fedaykin” Alleman
Post edited by Miracle-Man at 6/8/2005 12:44:53 PM


TWL|Miracle-Man
Teamwarfare AA:O Staff Writer + EU BF2 League Admin
Email: miracle-man@teamwarfare.com
IRC: #teamwarfare, #twl_AA, #twl_bf
R.I.P. man
Never heard of him...but from all the support he got, sounds like he was a great admin.
R.I.P Mate.

Nice work Miracle-Man.
Sry to hear the news

Rest in peace mate. Miss your joking in IRC

[DOD]Alternate
Teamwarfare|CS:S & CS 1.6 EU Competition Manager
mail| Alternate@teamwarfare.com
I didn't know him either, probably because I didn't play AA. Anyway, god bless him and everyone that was affected by this tragedy.
I miss you so much brother

In Fed's Memory.
Fed was probably the nicest guy and most respected AA Admin out there. R.I.P.

By the way, great work to Talon on that video...made me cry.
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R.I.P
I wish I got the chance you meet him, RIP.
RIP, the good die young.

people don't realize how lucky they are to be as healthy as they are. we're all ignorant to diseases and illnesses until it happens to us.
To the whole Staff writers team Great write-up, you did and excellent job. r.i.p. fed
Post edited by ..Talon.. at 6/6/2005 6:47:06 PM


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What a wonderful response from the TWL community that Fed was such a key member of. R.I.P Fed.
You are missed Fed.
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We will miss you dude, Hopefully will catch some pipeline when we meet again.

TWL|Miracle-Man
Teamwarfare AA:O Staff Writer + EU BF2 League Admin
Email: miracle-man@teamwarfare.com
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R.I.P Brother.........so sorry for the loss,to all those that knew him,and his family! We some times take life for granted ,but a loss helps keep it real,and a reminder ,there is no promise for tomorrow,cherish your friendships,and your loved ones,lifes not fair,and allways to short...peace in Heaven my friend!
Post edited by -Dawg- at 6/6/2005 10:02:48 PM
i didnt know him, but im sorry to hear, R.I.P
R.I.P. Fedaykin...

-CO-masta chef
TeamWarfare Competition Manager
Email: mastachef@teamwarfare.com
IRC: #teamwarfare, #twl_xbox
rest in peace
Man you pissed me off so much, killing me time after time on pipe... Learned a lot.
Was fun talking to you on Christmas at the 20E reunion.....
My son always always admired you.
I do too.
Thx Mircale-Man.

TWL|Koichiro
TeamWarfare Competition Manager
Email: koichiro@teamwarfare.com
IRC: #teamwarfare, #twl_cod
rip fed. You will be missed.

$nogard-{20E}-
thx for everything fed. rest in peace

brothers in arms
R.I.P.
Never knew yah, but im sure your in a better place. Thank you for all that you have done for the community and all the hard work you have done for what it takes to be a TWL admin. Say hello to Jesus for me. Cya when I get there. Thanks again.
R.I.P.
I didn't know fed, but it sounds like he was a great person...........R.I.P
cHeV
hi

I lost my father to cancer on may 16 04
my best wishes go to his family during this difficult time.
hang in there
RIP bud
A great loss for the TWL community....

Much appreciation for all you did to help us. I hope you recieve the great upgrade in the sky...
Rest in Pease bro
Rest dear friend. You will be missed.
May he rest in peace
R.I.P
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THIS TRAGIC LOSS
THAT CAME WAY WAY WAY TOO SOON!!!
may your soul rest in peaice
From all of my brothers at CWar, our hearts go out to the community and his family.
From all here at {W_C}.

Our thoughts and prayers to all his Family and friends.

God Bless,Fedaykin.

Goodnight.
Myself, and my clanmates, of Mandatory Suicide, offer our condolences to his family and friends.

Fair, respected admins, are always rare. I did not know him, but i respect him.